Tour of My Existence

"I'm Sorry", "I Apologize, It's My Mistake."
See. It's Simple. Just like that.
Just a few words. That we need to say. Which we need to do.
When we make mistakes. When we does something wrong.
But the truth is, even it is simple. It's hard. And it's difficult.

Is this going to be enough? [source]

But why? Why is it so difficult? Here is the truth.
Apologizing, isn't only about the words.
You've got to put your heart to it.
And you've got to put your mind to it.
You need to say it like you really mean it.
That you're sorry. That you're admitting your mistakes.
Mistakes, that you know, is your fault.
Even though, sometimes, it's not.

However, admitting your mistakes, it isn't easy.
Sometimes, it takes more than that.
It takes courage, and it takes everything you've got.
Which is the hardest part of the job.
You have to admit that what you did was wrong.
Then, you have to realize, that you need to make an apology.
As soon as you do this, everything will be easy for you.

It's true when people says.
"The first part is the hardest.", "The beginning is the most difficult."
Well, to apologize, to start, means we have to overcome our own fear.
The nightmare that keeps on haunting us.
The inability to say "I'm sorry."
Which scares us the most.
Afraid to let our guards down.
Afraid to admit the mistakes we've done.

Well, nobody said it's going to be easy.
Because sometimes, we need to put aside our ego.
Stop pointing fingers to others.
Blaming others for your own mistakes.
Even though, you think its not your fault.
Sometimes, it feels nice to make an apology.
It doesn't matter whose fault it is.
What matters, an apology does make us feel good.
Relieve, and eventually, the conflict will go away.

It doesn't have to be in this way. But it's romantic. [source]

An addition to that.
You know. An apology is not only about us. Or for us.
It's about the other person too.
The other side of the table.
An apology does comforting people.
Because people like to feel good.
They like to feel respected.
And they like to hear an apology.
It doesn't mean that they like people to get on their knees an apologize.
Seeing their awkward faces, shivering, building up the courage to say the words.
Its just that hearing such a word makes them comfortable.
Because hearing a word "sorry", is not just an apology.
It's more than that. It's more than we could imagine.